Truly, not much. Life is as always, racing by and at the same time standing still.I have discovered life with children is strangely interesting.Routine and yet always different.Maybe it is the way their personalities are never constant?
I have been working at the store and still enjoying the break from being "Mommy".I have also found myself struggling with my identity.Since being a SAHM I have discovered that I sometimes feel I have lost a bit of myself.I love being a mother and cannot imagine not being with my kids each day.But it is a struggle to maintain a balance.A balance of who I am and who I am as a mother.I was toying with the idea of returning to school.I think I felt the need to find a career outside of the home.It feels at times as though I am not doing enough with my life.How ridiculous is that?Since I feel that what I am doing at this very moment is my calling.This is what I am supposed to be doing NOW.Maybe in the years to come I will choose another path, but right now I am where I am meant to be.
Going to try and recharge my love for crafting.Used to love spending time getting crafty and enjoying the moment.Lately it has become a chore.Perhaps that has something to do with teaching classes?The stress of coming up with something new can be draining.I have decided I need the break to rediscover how much fun this scrapbooking thing is.
Better sign off.Stuff to do before bed.Tomorrow we go to the Mall in Bellingham.Target.Evan NEEDS to go to Target and the playplace.You would think we were visiting Disney.Oh my, he is truly my son:)
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